Woah, never thought that I ever have to blog about this. A few years ago, my roommate found me in our room crying. When she asked me the reason behind my tears, it was simply because I couldn't imagine the possibly bleak future.
The past 16-17 years have been filled with mostly certainty. I have school to go to. But now that I have to really start adulting, the future seems a lot more daunting. I mean, the thought of it already scared me when I was still in JC, what more now! There are so many things to sort out: job, family, house, investment and many more!
Ideally, in 10 years, I would have built a new family and work a cushy 9 to 5 job. But what I can actually imagine better is me being a housewife (I know, that's such a non-ambitious dream). Maybe it's mostly because that's what I see growing up, mothers around me are mostly housewives. Then again, there are so many variables in arriving at that future.
Who knows what the future holds? Instead of fretting over the future, I am now trying my best to enjoy every day. Worrying doesn't solve any problem after all.
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