27!

Hello from KL! On a short getaway, I finally have time to sit down and write this down 😌

Ugly Feelings

At times like this, I'm very grateful this public blog is very much a safe space for me. Only less than a handful of people I know IRL actually know and read this. The seed of bitterness I've been feeling for quite a while finally rears its ugly head. I need to organise my thoughts. There is no point in writing this other than painting me as a selfish person. No one, not even my close friends and family, can look me in the eye and say that I'm a kind person. And I guess that's okay, at least I'm a selfish person with somewhat organised thoughts. Don't read further if you don't want to ruin your idea of me. 

(Un)enchanted

Howdy! It's a rare occasion to blog somewhat close to my latest post. But I just can't take it anymore, need to pour this feeling out somewhere. 

2022 - A year of firsts

It's me. Hi!

Super late post, what's new 😅 This was meant to be a post in December. In fact, I actually started outlining in November. But here we are, at the end of Q1 with an end-of-year/new-year post. 

26 - Adulting

The post this time comes much later than usual. But hey, at least it's still in the same month 😅

Where and when did it all go wrong?

Hi! It's been quite a while and I hope life is treating you well. I know there are only two people who consistently read this blog, so let me write this one as if I'm talking to you two. 

To be honest, April was not that good to me. I was about to unload and write last week but decided against it because of time constraints and, well, I was sick. So, I'm here today with a clearer headspace so (hopefully) I can see things more objectively. 

Happy Ending

 I love movies/dramas with happy endings. 

Happy ending, to me, means the lost get found, or it is at least hinted that the main characters' relationship works out, perhaps even where the superhero managed to save the day (albeit the great damage the city suffers). I used to ask myself "when will I get my own happy ending?". But the more I think about it, isn't this happy ending we've been imagining just means a start to yet another chapter?