Insecurities

I'm not supposed to be writing this, really. The start of A-level is only in 4 freaking days, which is super frightening. As the start of this battle is approaching really quickly and the end of October is drawing near, my mind can't help but stir up some insecurities (that have actually started brewing at the beginning of the month).

Sorry

Sorry, the previous post  was totally irrational and purely because of the spur of the moment.

Lonely

I've been very lonely lately. Exam stress, anticipation for scholarship interview call, and, well, the fact that no one is sitting beside me right now are the reasons to this predicament right now. I don't want to feel lonely now simply because A-level's coming soon, really really really soon in fact. But feelings come and go as they like without warning.

One Family Unbroken

Today was the farewell assembly in my school. As I sat in the cultural centre with my classmates, the reality finally really dawned on me. I’m graduating soon, A-level is in 20 something days, and we’ll be parting ways soon. As I said hello in passing to one of my HC friends along the corridor this afternoon, I realized that would be one of the last chances that I have to do the same thing. Those familiar faces will soon be replaced with strangers again. As one of my OGL friends surprised/scared me (it’s his form of greeting to me -.-) this afternoon, I realized that too might be one of the last few if not the last time I get to experience that unique acknowledgement. This all feels too surreal. The last of everything in JC is happening very very soon.  

19

I can’t really believe that a year has passed. I can even remember my birthday last year: I went to Nuansa, tried QQ rice for the first time in my life, came back to the hostel to a cheesecake from my roommate and also some post its stuck on the wall in our room. It was simple and nothing much, but it meant a lot to me because I actually thought that no one really remembers the day.

So yes, I’m 19 now. The age when I’m not supposed to drink Hi-Lo Teen anymore. Anyways, instead of linking my age to a song, which I really cannot find by the way, this post will be an appreciation post for the many people who have walked into my life the 4 years I’m in Singapore. Well, simply because this might be my last birthday here. Anyways, here goes:

The Day has come!

Yes, the day has come for yet another group to 'ruin my life'. Day6, JYP's newest band officially debuted on 7 September 2015 with their first mini album 'The Day'!