Parting

I’ve always hated parting, especially when I have to part with the people whom I care about.

I suddenly remember this sentiment when I watched the final episode of  ‘You are My Oppa*’. I cried so hard when Yoo JiAe and the Infinite members must say goodbye after spending so much time together in a period of two months. 

Parting... I believe almost everyone share the same sentiment with me about it. It is simply sad because we know that we might not be able to meet the people that we have spent so much time with. As a result, we are affected because we have grown attached with those people. And that attachment must now be severed or hindered. Moreover, we don't even know when you can meet again, or even whether we can see each other at another time.

Parting... It is sad because it means that there are no more happy moments together with the same people. Parting becomes harder when we have gone through thick and thin together, fight and make up again. All those moments become something that we will always remember, something that we will miss because we know that those moments can never be recreated with different people.

I hate parting, and I will always be because I know how it feels.

I hate parting. I'm afraid that those people whom I met will change if I have the chance to meet with them again in the future.  I'm not ready to face changes. 

I hate parting because I always wonder whether the people whom I left will remember me. Will they move on with their own life with no trace of memory about me? Do they still think about me as much as I think about them? I hate these questions. But I’m afraid that the people whom I cared about will just consider me as a speck of dust in their memory room.

I’m sorry if I don’t make any sense. I just want to pour my feeling here after bawling my eyes out ._.

*'You are My Oppa' is a reality show starring the Korean boyband Infinite when they haven't debuted.