Happy Birthday, Indonesia \(^.^)/

Yay!!! Happy birthday, my beloved country, Indonesia :D 68 years and still counting~

Malay and Me - The Next Level

Hi! :) It’s been quite a while since the last time I posted something here~ I’ve been doing too much fangirling on Tumblr and am currently quite busy because of exam, and the real big exam is coming pretty soon :o

Anyways, I’m still struggling with my Bahasa Melayu.

Yesterday...

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Yesterday - The Beatles

Flexible

EXO-K's Kai has this motto : I'd rather bend than break. Actually, I want to have this as my motto. I don't want to break, but I'm okay if I'm just bent. 

Let's say you have a plastic ruler. It is indeed a useful thing, you can draw line and, sometimes, curves with it! This is simply because it is flexible! However, there's limit to everything. When you bend it too much, it will break. And just like this special ruler, I can break. 

If I Die Young

I've heard about more than 7 deaths this past 4 months. I knew most of them, I knew the rest by reading news about them. What makes all these deaths scary is that these deaths are not expected at all. Some died in their sleep, some suddenly collapsed when they were doing their usual routine.

How would you feel when people that you knew suddenly taken by the angel of death in a blink of an eye? What would you do when you are facing the same situation? 

Living in a Messed Up World

This world is messed up! At least, my world is. As a student, I can feel many negative changes that are happening.

I often see things in negative perspectives nowadays. I really don't know why. Stress? Home-sick? There's just no answer for this.
These days, I easily hate things and people, especially teachers. 

My general dislike, or even hatred, to some teachers was triggered by just an event that took place in only 15 minutes. Since this event, I have been so skeptical about the concept that all teachers are nice. There are some teachers who are overly kiasu , there are some who are simply mean, some are just acting stupidly unreasonable. May be the way I describe their issues won't make any impression to you, but I think you will be very annoyed and have anger building up should you were in my shoes.

My mom said not to complain about my life, but she doesn't exactly know my conditions  since we are separated by seas and islands. This is exactly why I decided to rant here.

I don' want to write this longer,  I know it's annoying when you know someone is posting rants on his or her blog. 

Chinese New Year: Then and Now

Chinese New Year has always been my most anticipated holiday of the year. Not only that I get to dress up in nice red outfit, I can also get some extra money from the red packets that my relatives give me. But that's not the point, it is the togetherness that I'm looking for since I can only meet everyone in my extended family on Chinese New Years. 

I can still remember my Chinese New Year 4 years ago when I was still in primary 6.