Lonely

I've been very lonely lately. Exam stress, anticipation for scholarship interview call, and, well, the fact that no one is sitting beside me right now are the reasons to this predicament right now. I don't want to feel lonely now simply because A-level's coming soon, really really really soon in fact. But feelings come and go as they like without warning.

One Family Unbroken

Today was the farewell assembly in my school. As I sat in the cultural centre with my classmates, the reality finally really dawned on me. I’m graduating soon, A-level is in 20 something days, and we’ll be parting ways soon. As I said hello in passing to one of my HC friends along the corridor this afternoon, I realized that would be one of the last chances that I have to do the same thing. Those familiar faces will soon be replaced with strangers again. As one of my OGL friends surprised/scared me (it’s his form of greeting to me -.-) this afternoon, I realized that too might be one of the last few if not the last time I get to experience that unique acknowledgement. This all feels too surreal. The last of everything in JC is happening very very soon.  

19

I can’t really believe that a year has passed. I can even remember my birthday last year: I went to Nuansa, tried QQ rice for the first time in my life, came back to the hostel to a cheesecake from my roommate and also some post its stuck on the wall in our room. It was simple and nothing much, but it meant a lot to me because I actually thought that no one really remembers the day.

So yes, I’m 19 now. The age when I’m not supposed to drink Hi-Lo Teen anymore. Anyways, instead of linking my age to a song, which I really cannot find by the way, this post will be an appreciation post for the many people who have walked into my life the 4 years I’m in Singapore. Well, simply because this might be my last birthday here. Anyways, here goes:

The Day has come!

Yes, the day has come for yet another group to 'ruin my life'. Day6, JYP's newest band officially debuted on 7 September 2015 with their first mini album 'The Day'!

The Pencil

This is one of the post where I become some deep poetic thinker or something like that. This thought just suddenly came to me few days ago when I was holding this one particular mechanical pencil of mine. This pencil is something that I've been holding dear since I was in primary 5 which was pretty long time ago. It is particularly special to me now because of the one who gave it to me, because of what it represents: our friendship. Now, looking at the pencil, I am always reminded of that. A relationship so beautiful yet so fleeting. 

Random thought : I have become a hormonal teenager

This is a super random thought that popped out while I was reading a manga. I think I have become a full-fledged hormonal teenager :p

I'm somewhat obsessed over some Korean guys with impossibly good looks (and heavenly voices).
I prefer drawing guys than girls (which is a contrast from me 8 years ago when I first took a liking in drawing manga characters).
I'm somewhat despo for a boyfriend too!

So yeah, that's all. Random thought of the day!

Doubting

So, I've blogged about my seniors' prom last year, the one that I got to be the I/C. While this event was the most memorable for me, and I actually mention it quite a few times in my personal statement and SGC, apparently it was not for many other people. It took me so long to actually accept that the event was a success. But maybe, I have actually really failed that day.