2024 - Growing pains

Heya! This entry comes late again, this time with rather good reasons. Long story short, the house was flooded on Christmas last year and it ruined the door to my parents' room. Mom ended up being my roommate for almost 2 months, and it didn't feel quite right to write this while she was in the room. I was then very much distracted by dramas and animes 😬 I really want to publish this before Q1 ends, so here we go!

28 - Learning

Hi! It's been more than a quarter since I've updated anything here 😬 But it's finally time for the annual birthday post!

Blanket Kick

My innocent blanket has been getting some undeserved kicks. And I'm trying to figure out how to start writing the why. My head's been spinning from the excitement, fear, and whatever this unidentifiable feeling is. I just feel like it's worth writing down because it's been a while since I felt this way. 

2023 - A roller coaster

Hi! While it is not exactly the new year anymore, it is somewhat still in the Chinese New Year period and I guess we can roll with that 😬 

27!

Hello from KL! On a short getaway, I finally have time to sit down and write this down 😌

Ugly Feelings

At times like this, I'm very grateful this public blog is very much a safe space for me. Only less than a handful of people I know IRL actually know and read this. The seed of bitterness I've been feeling for quite a while finally rears its ugly head. I need to organise my thoughts. There is no point in writing this other than painting me as a selfish person. No one, not even my close friends and family, can look me in the eye and say that I'm a kind person. And I guess that's okay, at least I'm a selfish person with somewhat organised thoughts. Don't read further if you don't want to ruin your idea of me. 

(Un)enchanted

Howdy! It's a rare occasion to blog somewhat close to my latest post. But I just can't take it anymore, need to pour this feeling out somewhere.