At times like this, I'm very grateful this public blog is very much a safe space for me. Only less than a handful of people I know IRL actually know and read this. The seed of bitterness I've been feeling for quite a while finally rears its ugly head. I need to organise my thoughts. There is no point in writing this other than painting me as a selfish person. No one, not even my close friends and family, can look me in the eye and say that I'm a kind person. And I guess that's okay, at least I'm a selfish person with somewhat organised thoughts. Don't read further if you don't want to ruin your idea of me.
