I'd like to preface this by saying that this birthday post may be rather different than usual. First of all, I usually post exactly as the clock struck midnight in whatever timezone I was in. This time it's more than a month late. Then again, it's better late than never. Second, I mostly want to write this one to organize my messy thoughts, so this post will probably have you end up with more questions than whatever answers you might expect to come across here. But if you still want to dive deeper to what I have been thinking, come along and read more below.
