이사 (Move)

Gone are the traces of me from my hostel room (Okay, except that cute yellow dustbin from Daiso).
It is still pretty hard to believe that my my 4-year-contract has passed. I actually finished O-level and A-level, something that I did not even know exist 6 years ago. The way things turn this past few years has been full of surprises simply because I did (and still do) not know what to expect from life : friendship, loss, love, disappointment and still many more in between.

I came to Singapore as a naive 15 year old who knew almost nothing about the world, I was just that typical model student in class who always does her homework and hand them in on time, nothing more and nothing less.

As I was packing my room the past few days, I came to realize how much time and the people around changed me (especially in the past 2 years), in a good way of course. Looking at notes left by friends, I realised just how lucky I was to meet my friends, those who went through the same thick and thin plus supported me during the toughest times. I am very blessed. We were just a bunch of people stuck in the same circumstances but after all this time, they will be the people that I dearly miss. 

Unfortunately, I still have to move on, WE all have to move on. Life keeps moving forward and we can't just stay behind. The things that we had were no longer enough as the dreaded yet hopeful future is coming real soon. As I took out the last luggage out of my room for the past year, B11-07, I had closed a chapter in my life and indirectly declared that I was ready to turn into a new page with new people, new place and new situations. 

The 4 years in Singapore has been eventful. What the future holds, no one knows even though I know what kind of future that I want. I can't really put into words how I feel about this huge change. But, I think this song kind of describe how I feel about this ordeal. 

BTS - 이사

I just want people that has been around me know that I will miss you all should we go our separate ways. Although it may not seem like it, each and every one of you is precious to me because my life would have been super different without you and I wouldn't have my life any other way.